Dying of boredom

First off,i would like to annouce that i am stuck in Penang.Thank god i am going back today after sleeping here for three nights taking away my weekend which could be filled with doing something more meaningful.

I have been eating non-stop here in Penang,Heavy Lunch,snack,dinner and supper.On the bright side,at least i ahve bought a sufficient amount of dvd to last me for a month or maybe more.Hehe.

I am also having a slight fever which irritates me alot.A whole damn lot.On the bright side again,i have 2 reflexo and a back massage in two days.It feels so damn good.

I heard alot about the movie prestige.I want to watch it when i get back to KL alright which will be later today.

I dont know what else to type.Bye for now.

If i were you...

First off,i would like to wish a very selamat hari raya out there to all muslims and maaf zahir batin.The holy month of Ramadhan has ended which leads to Hari Raya.Honestly to tell you guys the truth,i sure do miss Ramadhan alot...I mean it.

Strangely when i was hearing the takbir,i was feeling so sad knowing that the holy month of Ramadhan has ended.The spirit of Hari Raya entered me and i felt like something woke my sense up from what i have been thinking.It is so hard to explain but once you feel it,you can never forget it.

To forgive and forget,To start things new and fresh,To be nostalgic and recall everything.I sure am not surprise if my tears do flow down my cheeks later during the Hari Raya takbir.

I have done so many things that i regretted doing,then again i have done so many things that i am proud off.

Sometimes,i wish i can turn time back to start a new beginning,then again...When do we learn if its not from our own mistakes?

I am nothing but a normal human being

I am proud of my religion,i sure am.I even find it very intresting to be a chinese muslim in Malaysia.

Mostly mixing around with the Malay and Chinese crowd,i find it to be very intresting and very different.I enjoy mixing with both of them but i can see a clear difference and i know it is very hard for both of them to mix with each other in an everyday basis.Honestly,heh.

Strangely enough,i have interest that the two races have.It must have been their influence but i sure do enjoy it alot.One of the many reasons why i will not migrate from Malaysia.

They say that the grass is always greener on the other side.True,Thats what most people think.Somtimes,we just have to step back for a second and start thinking about reality.We will soon find out that we actually have it all.

Its all in your mind and heart.

Time is precious,Treasure it.

Malaysian Football

Malaysian football...As i can say is gradually improving but the process to me is very slow and will take an eternity before we reach the standard of football as high as the standard in Europe.This is what i ahve to say

1.Malaysia do not have a proper stadium strictly for football,This is understandable as FAM do not have enough money or lets say the club itself their own proper stadium

2.If you look at it properly,In England there will be a big tv screen that shows the match that everyone is watching plus replays of goals.Strangely enough i do not see that in Malaysia.

3.The tickets prices should be raised.Yes i know rm15 can be considered alot but it should be raise to rm25 .The only problem is,Less people will come to the stadium but you just have to understand,They are not willing to pay rm25 to see Ikan bilis football but to see proper football.with the extra money that can be made,FAM can actually increase the payroll of the players and the foreign players.This will of course allow more quality players to exsist.One of the things is see is that there is ALOT and i mean a hell lot of football talent in Malaysia.Many many people can play football but they do not intend to pursue their career in football as the salary is limited compared to the responsibility they are holding.Hey if i was to say someone that plays very good football and can easily get in the national team,I did rather lets say do business and get more money rather than lets say average of rm6000 amonth from football?Not to mention the training i need to do frequently of course.If we increase the ticket prices we therefore can increase the payroll.One thing FAM should also do is to remove the limit of the payroll.With the payroll increase we can have more youngsters with skills slowly emerging in the country.There will be more people that are intrested in this sports and therefore the standards will increase and when it do...say welcome to more fans that will be willing to pay r m25 or rm 35 for a game

4.Take of the cooling period.That is utterly rubbish have a cooling period for a player.Do europe clubs have this?i don't think so.It is actually one of the setbacks for foreign players and we need to throw it off so that we can get better foreign players which helps increases our standards in football.Not to say that we do not have good players but we do not have ENOUGH good players and that is a fact with the payroll the players are getting.

5.Do not just limit to 4 foreign players.Wait do not forget,Out of the four players only 3 foreign players can be playing on the pitch at the same time meaning only 3 foreign players can be playing for a team.I think this is too little and they shoud make it to 5 or 6 as the limit.It may be alot now but what can we do if they quality of malaysian players have not yet increase?Change the limit to improve our standard as people are willing to pay more to see better quality football and the payroll can be increased

6.Jersey with no name?There are a few clubs that do not have name on their jersey.This is rubbish,They should put names at the back to show the "gaya" which can actually help lift up the spirit in a team and its better looking anyways.

7.Make Replica jerseys.Why are the clubs in Malaysia not making the ORIGINAL reply jersey of their club?Don't they just want to tmake money buy selling their merchandise too?I mean look Arsenal and all teh clubs in Europe selling their original replica jersey and other merchandise all over the world.They make serious money out of this man.I am so suprise that they do not even sell the original replica jersey right here in MALAYSIA.Yes people might fight back with this idea saying there are already all the jersey selling out there outside the stadium each match and people prefer to buy cheap.Hey,If that is the case...just close the damn club down because they won't make so much money.You say Malaysia football is going smoothly now and that is bollocks man.Do you even know that the goverment is spending a tremendous amount each year because they keep giving subsidy to the club?i mean come on man...The club gotta help itself too.I can easily say why do european club sell their ORIGINAL replica jersey when there are so many fake ones in the pasarmalam and all that?And why not our clubs too?go figure.

I received a comment from my friend after telling him my ideas of improving Malaysian football.He said why do you want to copy europe style?this is our football culture.Hey with all due respect,I never said i was copying the european style,if i said i wanted to copy i can insist on no limit on foreign players and tickets and about rm300 each?or perhaps the goverment not giving subsidies to the club?I just want to make obvious changes that can increase our football standard.Then he said...Care for the poor people.Now this i don't know what to say.European countries.Lets say England.They have alot of people too.But the tix prices are average priced around 40pounds(RM280) per game.

Why are they doing that and not caring about the poor people?I do not have a heart of steel.I care about poor people too,But when it comes to do things that can increase the standards of malaysian football and business wat can we do?Well in that can for example lets say colgate.Instead of selling for lets say rm10 a tube why not rm3 so that they can care for the poor people?i am not trying to say that we dont care for the poor people...We care but when to things that we cannot afford to lose we also have to care for ourself.If we then WHEN can we actually raise the standards?When can Malaysian football finally qualify for the world cup?WHEN?Like a quote i read said

"If you keep doing what you have always done,You will keep on getting what you have always got"

This means if we want a change in Malaysian football standards,We HAVE to make a changeThis fits when my friend said about our culture.Okay then,Why is there a modern Kuala Lumpur now?I thought Malaysian culture is still back to penoreh getah,Pekerja ladang...Nelayan and all that?No.We had to change and we change the culture to a modern one.That is good.If you say culture like makes the best nasi lemak that that culture can be maintained but not for other cultures like what i just mention above.

If we keep doing what we do now then we wil keep getting the sam results of every game.Losing to teams like Thailand and Indonesia and people complaining about the players standards and bla bla bla and so on.I should know.I can proudly say that i am a die hard fan of the Malaysia national team football.I went to every of their match held in Malaysia and i notice the crowd.Complaining all the time when they should teamwork with FAM to increase the standards.Thats all i got to say now but there will be more to come you will see...adios!

Things and Life

I just got back from Melaka with my parents,relatives and my two good friends,Zainul and Rizuan.I went down to Melaka because my family build an agama school there for charity and the official opening for the school was on Friday.It was cool and intresting.

I learned alot from the trip though,trust me.I will be updating pictures from the trip soon.I didnt take that much picture though,just a couple of them.

I recently met an accident and it wasnt my fault at all.I was on the way to Taman Tun when this idiot person who was driving too fast came crashing into the back of my car.The impact was so strong i had to hit the car in front of me.

My bumper and back damage is estimated to be 8k not counting the damage in front.
I am lucky i didnt get hurt at all

The best thing was the guy also met an accident last month which totalled up to 20k last month.See,he still didnt learn his lesson,how dumb can he get?It was jam and he was speeding like mad and what was he doing that he didnt look in front?I am the unlucky person for being his next victim.I just dont know how stupid and dumb a person can get apart from my "friend".

Then again,maybe it's a blessing in disguise.Afterall,God work in mysterious ways,doesnt God do so?

I certainly do think so.

I dont really want to talk about it anymore,trying to forget about it.

Life has been good for me,Infact i can say that life as been very good to me lately.With Hari Raya coming up,i just can't wait to count the day that passes by.

On the other hand,There are so man things that amuses me easily nowadays.Especially things that has to do with people's attitude

The say that no one is perfect and hey,i am all for that.I am not perfect either i do my fair share of mistakes but at least i have the guts to admit it if i have done something wrong.

Not to forget,I say things that are true.

Sometimes we look back at our life thinking of what we have done,good times and bad times.Everyone have experienced this moments and i am no different from you guys.I tend to wonder who are my real friends at times and with some extraordinary moments in life,we find out they are who are not.

You go on with that attitude of yours and soon enough you will find out that no one cares,No one cares about you.
Would they even spare just a drop of concern for you?

Think about it,It's probably time for a major revamp.

You probably might be saying about this and that but just take a second and step back.Think about what you have done.

Life,as we grow older is becoming more and more meaningful to us.The more we live each that,the wiser we get.Question is,How come that is not the case for you?

How far would you go just to have attention?How Desperate are you to show your stupidity?

I wonder what that face of yours hide.I am far more than wondering,I am curious.You keep telling yourself that you are right when you are not,you keep telling people things that is not true to save your face but you are,for better or worse ,plain thrash.

Just to let you know,there is no price on friendship.Its all about sincerity,loyalty and what not.

But what have you?

It takes years to gain trust,and 1 hour to destroy it.

Many thanks to you huge unbelievable Ego

Of Karma and Retribution.

God is fair,enough said.Sometimes we question ourselves why does the person that does something wrong or perhaps talk behind our back have everything they want.Then again,maybe it is all in the plan of retribution.The higher you are the harder you fall,get that "friend"?I heard alot and i know what you are going through which actually...pretty much pleases me.I am smiling alot now.Thanks to you and what is happening to you.I do hope that things get worst until you give everything up and retreat into that room of yours feeling the defeat that is thrown on to you.I remembered every damn word you said to me,and one day i am going to use it back to you.What you should do is look at the mirror and observe yourself properly.Let me tell you something which i honestly feel.Last time,you were luck it was someone else less aggresive or lets say pretty much more gentle.This time its me.

You know me very well and yet you are up for it.I can admit you have the guts and balls but you are lacking the brains.Check it out man,you lose it all and don't forget to mention thanks to your attitude and that brains of yours which god know how it works that makes you think about something that people dont actually believe it.You should know,there are alot of rubbish information you have that you believe in.Do you believe in rubbish?I guess so.

You had the guts to call me a betrayer or mmm wat did you say again?a backstabber.Okay,look who's talking now.I hope that you read this post and i hope that you read it good.You deserve everything that is happening in your life right now.

whats the matter "friend"?Are you angry?

Say it,do you want to tell her again?make up a story or two so that i am guilty as charged while you are the innocent and trusted person?You just wait and see,i might be quiet at times but you do know how i get things going when i get mad.

Last time on the phone you say,"Dont be surprise if i dont talk to you anymore" and honestly at that time i didnt want it to happen at all.Honestly.
Because you were such a friend that i didnt want not to talk to anymore.

But you changed too much and backstab me

Now,Not only i dont want to talk to you anymore,I dont want to KNOW you anymore.

Fuck you and fuck your life.

Tired and Stress

1.Mid-terms are coming up
2.Car dented because of a stupid reason(my friend playfully kicking it)
3.No laptop
4.Some stuff
5.Statstics is just too damn hard.
6.My backbone hurts(slept wrongly)

What i need now is a good massage and motivation to study for exams.
There is just too many things to read for marketting,Argh,i hate reading but i love reading Archie comics! :)

I jsut got back from futsal,played from 12-3 so you can imagine how tired i am.Didnt really have a good game today too.On the other hand,Arsenal won 3-0!!!Hail Theo Walcott No.32!!!


He is simply the best.