IF

A poem titled IF.Enjoy


If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too:,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise,

If you can dream,and not make dreams your master;
If you can think,and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same,
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken,
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools,

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss,
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings,nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---You will be man.

Its all about Port Dickson and the Banana Boat.

I will try to make this post simple and short.Why?Because it is currently 2.30am and i just got back from port dickson just now.

On friday i went to Port Dickson with the HELP gang with Benjamin and Kar leng.We pushed off from HELP at 3.00pm and reached there around 4.30pm i think.We went to The Regency Tanjung Tuan to check into our four bedroom delux apartment which was shared by 15 people.At least it has a kitchen and four toilets in it.

After checking in,we went to the beach to play with the sand and the wave(Doesn't it just sound like kids?)We then played....Beach football!We rented the ball from the reception and played at the beach where there was two goalposts.I tell you,beach soccer can be damn tiring.I meant the word DAMN.Jamil,He lost his car key...Damn noob man.He went and put the car keys in the pocket and main with the ombak.ini orang M.

After playing beach soccer,we went up mandi and got ourselves ready to go out for dinner.We went to eat in a restaurant in front of my house.It was raining so heavily we had to split the gang in two.Rm150 for i think 8 people in a mamak restaurant is abit "chunted"I wasn't sitting there so i wasn't sure how they did that.Hahaha.We then went into my house to chill around since the apartment that we rented didnt have enough space.I showed my friends around the house and they like the deers alot.Cute,But they are scared of humans.

We then watched that chucky show and before we realize it,it was already around 1 am so we headed back to the apartment to play some games which involve doing stupid things.

I "kena" kau kau when Chad ask the loser of the game to kiss my cheeks which the loser turned out to be...Aaron Leong Kaah Hong.I took revenge *hehehe* I picked the biggest card in the pile so i got to choose what stunt the loser must do.What did i say? "The loser of the game must kiss Chad.....On the LIPS!"

HAHAHA I kena him balik,the loser of that game is Vimalan which is a guy and it would be perfect to see a guy kissing Chad on the lips in front of us.The scene was extraordinary.
Some of the stunts includes Edwin licking the table,Chad shouting i am gay outside the balcony,jamil rolling twice on the toilet floor,Mung Kiet licking and sucking hoang's ear and vee king licking Chad's forehead.Damn funny.It was a great night

Everyone was still hyperactice,i myself felt abit tired so i went up to bet at 4.3oam with jamil alraedy sleeping there(I am not gay)The other went down to the beach to walk around.I woke up at 11.30am the next day and the first thing i heard was jamil saying "shit man i shouldnt have slept"(He was in a rush to go back for his golf tournament,but he lost his car keys and his original plan was to find someone in PD area to be able to open and start his car since he lost dupilcate key at home)

I woke up and threw water at everybody's face to wake them up for banana boat.In the end,eight people including me went for the ride.It was fun,i thought that some of us would actually get to hold on when the boat turns.It turns out then everyone fell on the boat's first turning.Infact,out of all the turnings the boat did,none of us managed to survive at all.HAHAHA.

I sprained my neck beacause at one time i fell into the water too hard.It was fun though.We then checked out of the hotel at around 12.30pm and headed to pekan pd to get Jamil's thing done and eating KFC for lunch.After lunch,we then head back ot my house to chill all the way until 4pm where everyone ciao back to KL.

I can say,overall...It was one of the best trip i have ever been with my friends in my life.It was such a waste that no one brought camera to take picture for memories from this trip.

Such a waste,Then again it will be a sweet memory locked in my mind forever.

Tiring day.

Is started off the day by hearing my mum's voice calling me to wake up for the past half an hour.I woke up,took my shower got ready and went to HELP university to pick up Edwin.I saw picked him up from the main door and then we headed back to my house.

We went down to Port Dickson after that to inspect the house before the gang comes over on Friday.I can say,the house is pretty run down and it is not in a good condition.Luckily we are not going to sleep there.After an hour or two chilling in the house,Me and Edwin went down to The Regency Tanjung Tuan to pay deposit for the rental of the apartment on Friday.We then went around Port Dickson looking for a hotel for my driver before going for dinner.

We reached KL around 11.45pm.I send Edwin back to HELP uni where he parked his car there and he went back home after that.

It was a real tiring day.I got alot of satisfaction from it though.

Sighhh....I am so bored!

Motion moments.

Alot happened tonight.It seriously hit me hard,so hard you just won't believe it.

I just wish i could turn back time.

The time to where i was exactly seven years old.When i was just playing with my toys in the hall with nothing to worry about.

And i mean nothing.Nothing at all.

Nothing to even think about.
Nothing to act about.
Because i am just a seven year old.

You maybe wondering why i choose seven instead of any other age
Why?Because seven was the age before "that" happened.

On the other hand,it might be an intresting week afterall.

I am going to Port Dickson later today,Paying deposit for hotel rooms and bringing my two maids to clean up the house.I also have to inspect some stuffs before me and the gang arrive at the house.

Oh the good old days.

I am not getting any younger,i better enjoy life now before its too late.I feel so stone now,i seriously mean it.

Oh,Arsenal drew with Aston Villa 1-1.The referee was seen walking out of the stadium with a brand new Rolex watch.I salute Theo Walcott for his oustanding 10 minutes achievement when he was playing the game.It is the Arsenal for life.

The Arrival of the new boots.

I finally bought it.The arrival of the new boots is partly because of the new arrival of the Inky Jersey.

But what else is there that can be done?

Have you ever felt so useless and powerless at times?
seeing things being done and there is nothing you can do about it?
I think most of us have.

I have always believe in myself,never have i have ever doubt myself in doing anything.
Then again,I have really done alot that i regret doing,I have really missed alot that i wish i could turn time back and start all over again.

Photos and journals don't probably last forever,It's the image in your memory that last.Looking back,I can't believe i have done so many things in high school with my friends,Going to Port dickson with them,Penang and not forgetting the beautiful island of Pulau Redang.

I will miss this,I will also miss alot.I also know that i will have more things coming again in the future which i will really look forward to.

Then again,there are those things which we call obstacles too.

I just know one day there will be many of them and i will have to take it on.The pathway is not always smooth,it has portholes in the middle too.

But i am ready,I have my recipe to cope with any obstacles
What is it?

Faith,Family,Love and friends.